I should 'BLOODY' study already!!

Now, after all has been done (assignments, quizes and INT2050 exams), i'm still down with the last INT2050 major assignment and also my final exams. However, what's stopping me from studying is my own being too over confidence. Not as if i have done well from the starting of the semester till now, it's more like i've been kicking back now and then and whenever i thought i could have done better, there are so many things i have not come close to achieve yet.

Ha! Indeed, it's life of a University student when there are times you just sit and kick back and then, the next moment, you'll just start wondering - what the hack am i suppose to do again? Yes, study! Exams are like - what!- in one weeks time. It's just around the corner, and hey, i'm being all stressed up about it, but i'm not even doing a single, damn thing! Confidence - i kept on chanting that word. It should be a taboo word by now! Some may think it's the best thing a person can have... just by being confident and nothing will be able to distract you. Ah! Think again... once i get my question paper on the day of the exam itself, i'll start screaming (in hight pitch) the word of regret and sigh with frustration.

As i sit and read through the work of Modleski, T. on 'Hitchcock, Feminism, and the Patriachal Unconcious', i did try hard to understand every single word of the text. Hey, ever come across a time where you try focusing on something, but your mind just, suddenly, wondered to another thing. Ah well, i guess we are on the same boat then if you always do what i do. I am, pretty much, going to give up on reading the whole text and just focus on the parts where Dr. Andrew pointed out. But, yet again, it's just not enough. Why do i find it so difficult when everyone thinks that it's just... well... should i say... easy?

Grumble, grumble, grumble...